I can't believe it's 2009 already! The years seem to go by faster and faster all the time. But then that's like age. I'll be 18 in June, and I really can't believe it. There are so many things in life that I feel ready for, but at the same time I know that i'm really not. It's a strange feeling. Growing up, I mean. Somewhere in just this past year, I seem to have crossed that invisible line. You know, the one you cross when you grow up, become an adult. Even though i'm not legally an adult yet, I feel as though I am inside. I know i'm not a child anymore, and while that scares me a little, it also excites me! I cannot wait to see what God has in store for me. But I also know it's important to be patient and take it one step, one day, at a time. I need to learn and remember that everything won't happen on my time. It has to be on God's time. I will never stop learning. And it amazes me <3